Working Mom Now

I've been back to work now for just over 3 months and it feels like it's been more like a year. I love the job and seem to be picking it up (for the most part) fairly quickly. It's nice not to be confined to an office for once! It's still very hard and weird to be away from the kids. Even though we have a wonderful nanny, it still takes a toll on the kids as well. Mya seems to be most affected. I have terrible guilt that Marley will not get the same time with me the first couple years that Mya and Ahren got.... All that being said, the money is very nice and came in handy to get us through (hopefully the end) of a tough time. Things in the Real Estate business finally seem to be looking up and Abe is finally seeing some fruits of his efforts!!! My house is constantly messy and cluttered, my laundry is un-done and my "to-do" list is never ending. I'm hoping at some point I will get in stride with this new, even crazier lifestyle we are living and feel like I am doing it well. Until then, I will continue to run around like a chicken with my head cut off, I guess.